as written on; June 27, 2006

heyys.. i went for guitar today~!!!!
i felt soo guilty when talking to mdm hong.. i dont know why not like i lied to her.. i didnt.. but u know.. just felt really guilty.. cause i guess shes really too nice.. and when i talk to her somehow. i feel really evil.. kind of like.. bullying a poor teacher that is actually soo nice to u~!.. gosh.. anyway.. backstage nomore.. hahas.. maybe still a little.. but.. hmmm.. ms ng said that i may be able to get back in with the rest.. and because my guitar.. hmmm.. all along not very good but hmmm.. kinda like a can pass thingy.. soo yeppz.. she allowed me to get back with the rest but not into those that i cannot play.. but hmmm.. hahas.. better then nothing yeah? hell yeah~! but she dont allow selina to get back.. she insist that selina stays as the backstage helper.. sorry nana~! i tried helping.. but i failed.. -_-!! sucha useless hopeless girl i am.. suck.. anyway.. thereason why she saidu cant perform on stage is because u didnt go for the lessons today.. hmmm.. kinda odd though.. i can and nana cant? weird..O_o hahas.. wells.. anyway.. got to go now i guess.. have to do my math homework.. or tha tarzens gonna call my mommy.. booooo~!!!!!!